Love is something so beautiful, words cannot accurately describe it. But, the true question is… when do you know you’re in love? Deep down that seems to be the only question I have to ask.
There is a guy, he is absolutely perfect. He is handsome, extremely academic, funny, kind… everything anyone could ever ask for. But, it’s not like I have had feelings for him forever… I just noticed who he truly was one day and wanted to know him.
But, he’s never talked to me… ever. We are not necessarily “friends”, but neither enemies. I want to try to introduce myself and who I am… but I don’t want to come off as a freak. I think I might have already, because I wrote him telling him I wanted to know him better and that I wanted him to come watch my solo. Let’s just say he never watched the solo (Thank God) and he hasn’t talked to me. Things aren’t looking positive.
Then, if we do become close, I don’t know if I want to fall in love.
It’s spring, I can’t tell if I am in lust or not.
~Shadows