What is wrong with me?
Why can’t I be like her?
Why can’t I be the woman of your dreams?
What is so wrong with me,
That I cannot even be a friend…
What is wrong with me?
Why can’t I be pretty?
Why can’t I be thin?
Why can’t I just be perfect?
So you can hold me in your arms,
And never let me go…
Like others did so long ago.
What do you see in her,
That you cannot find in me?
Why can’t I be good at anything?
Why am I so worthless to you?
Why am I so worthless to everyone?
Why can’t I stand out?
Can’t you see my tears?
Can’t you hear my screams?
Do you even care?
Would you notice if I ever cried?
Would you notice if I ever left?
Would you notice if I ever died?
All I want is love,
The kind you don’t find everyday.
So don’t pretend like you care so much,
Then turn around and walk away.
Just a rough day.
~Shadow