But for now all I have known is people who said they loved me and never meant it…

You torture yourself for nothing. You know this as well as I do. Look inside, really look inside calmly....you'll find out why things are the way they are and it's not your fault.

You're never alone.....someone cares....there is always someone who cares.

~Zoo

But everyday not only gets worse as the year treads along, it makes me hate myself even more. I wonder… why I cannot do anything right. Why everyone hates me so… why I can’t be good enough for anything or anyone… the questions are endless.

Never hate yourself, ever. This is probably coming from a person you don't want to say it, but you're worth so much more than what you make yourself out to be. You are a special person, and the only way for you to feel better about yourself is to realize that you are so much more than what you think.

I believe love is an unwavering feeling. It never turns around and walks away and never gives up. When I find love in a person that won’t turn their back to me, won’t walk away, and never make me cry… then that is the day I will decide I want to get married.

I believe that love never wavers. But I also believe that it changes. I hope you find that person who never makes you cry. You deserve him.

Peace,

Beebes

Never hate yourself, ever. This is probably coming from a person you don't want to say it, but you're worth so much more than what you make yourself out to be. You are a special person, and the only way for you to feel better about yourself is to realize that you are so much more than what you think.

Exactly...

~Zoo

Don't let someone's curiousity question your beliefs. This friend of yours was just surprised that you could still love with a the zest you have even after all the 'relationship history' you have had. Love is an unwavering feeling like you said, but sometimes not everyone feels about it they way you do and that does not mean that everyone hates you. I know it hurts, but you are a unique person who deserves to be loved and it should begin with you loving yourself.

~Unrequited

He questioned me about it… he said it was really odd that I said that. And I know exactly why. My “relationship history” has not been the greatest, and I think he is surprised that I still strongly believe in love like I do.