The mere thoughts that reside in my mind.
Oh, and there's a poem.
Published on May 11, 2005 By only a shadow In Personal Relationships
I have had a dream… it is the same dream, but every time I dream about it, it goes farther and farther into the story…

It is in a medieval castle and I am standing in the top window looking down over all the fields. Right next to the horizon I see a knight on a horse. My dream is only watching him ride closer and closer. A few nights ago I finally completed the dream. The knight came into my room and took off his helmet… and it was someone I used to love so long ago.

After that dream, I have the feelings I used to have for him. I see him in a new perspective. I am not going to tell anyone… besides, the only person who even knows is a relative of mine and I was telling her about the dream.

I am afraid that if I tell anyone else, that he will find out… and I don’t think I want him to just yet. I want to take this slow, because I really care about him.

Wow, I used to really, REALLY care for him… even when I was young. But now, it has turned into a different type of “like”. I want him to see me, for who I am. Maybe he will like my personality if we got to know each other better.



I had the most amazing dream
Where nothing imagined was what it seemed

I was finally a beautiful princess standing in the window
Looking into the horizon, wondering if there was anyplace for me to go

Then out of nowhere I see a knight riding a stallion so bold,
Now it seems like the story has already been told…

But it has not been told in my life so far
I have not even been able to get past these solid steel bars

Watching my prince ride to save me while I stand crying,
Because not so long before I felt like just dieing

He walked through the door, staring in my eyes
Wanting me to realize he wasn’t full of lies.

He took off his mask, looked at me with love
He said I looked like an angel, sent from above

This man I dream about is the one I want to free me
It is with his love only that will help me truly see

That I am beautiful, in his handsome eyes
And I know our future will not be filled with thoughtless goodbyes.


Awful poem, but I can’t even think anymore. Thinking about this makes me so happy that poetry doesn’t even come out right!

~Shadow

Comments
on May 11, 2005
Shadow.... Who are you talking about? You have my email, I'll be waiting for a reply!

~Band Girl~
on May 11, 2005
I think That's a pretty intense poem but with alot of feeling. If you have feelings for this person then you should probably tell him but it can be difficult. You also might want to think of the positive and negative responses too. especially if you have a boyfriend you like right now and dont want to lose him
on May 11, 2005
I have no boyfriend... I wish I could say I never even HAD a boyfriend. At this point, I wish I had waited and loved somone I knew would love me back.

I don't want to lose the friendship I have with this guy I love... And, I don't want another broken heart. So I cannot decide if telling him how I feel is the best approach to this.

~Shadow
on May 11, 2005
Hmm....I'm quite interested in to who this could be....frankly, I'm stumped for once.

~Zoo