Something to cheer me up a tad.
And I saw you again
Sitting, watching, waiting…
Staring out the window.
I wanted you to see me,
Wanting you to feel the same.
I stared at your handsome face,
For such a long time.
But you never knew the glance you felt,
Was mine.
When you got up to leave,
My eyes followed your every move.
I wanted to cry…
Because every day I never tell you,
Is another day I want to die…
When I saw you there,
The feelings were truly there.
Every single breath I took,
Wanted me to take another look.
You have my heart, you should know.
I just don’t have the words to show.
To prove I care about you with my entire soul,
And am for certain you are the piece to make me whole.
You sat there with tranquility,
And only had the courage to let you be.
Although I wish to tell you I love you,
I couldn’t find the courage to pull it through.
I stand naked for you to see,
With everything I am to be.
The worthless, useless girl before,
Will be your angel, and so much more.
I cry and want you to be there,
Wanting you to really care.
Looking at the endless sky,
Knowing you will never lie.
This is the woman who would give her life,
To cherish you and be your wife.
Just trust me when I choose say,
I love you, and it will forever be that way…
Something that actually cheers me up after posting that last comment.
God, I really do love him.
~Shadow