The mere thoughts that reside in my mind.
The day I feel I can fly
Is the same day I wish to die
I sit here wondering if what I did was right
I cry and pray with all my might

I truly love you.
I truly do.
And hope you can believe me,
When I say my feelings are true.

I’ve loved only you forever…
The others I believed to have cared for
Were only useless things,
To supress my thoughts of you and so much more

So I’ve told you now,
That I can see a chance for us.
Please don’t hide away and watch
This beautiful love turn to dust…



I love you… can’t you see? You are the most beautiful person in my life. The most attractive, kind, and loving person I have ever met is right before my eyes. You know that I have liked you since we were so young… and I want you now to see that my simple “like” for you has turned into an empty hole in my heart. That hole wasn’t from any past relationships… it is from you. You are that one person to fill my heart. I dream about you… and I have for 3 years. I’ve ignored it because I was caught in the imbued lies of others… but now, after all the pain I can see. I only want you to trust. Because I know you wouldn’t break my heart for your own freakish pleasure like other people.

My knight has come… at last.

Truly,

The person that has stepped out of her own shadow.

Comments
on Jun 01, 2005
That's beautiful. I'm glad you've found somone so special to you. I pray that you will be happy with him, that he'll treat you with respect and care for you with all his heart. I pray that he'll love you with every fiber of his being and commit himself to you. I pray that you find true happiness. Love is what people live for and love is the most important thing I've ever found.

One day I hope to find someone to complete me. How I long for one to share myself with.....it is nice to see someone who is happy...

I'm happy for you Sam,

~Zoo
on Jun 02, 2005
Shaun... it takes courage to tell someone how much you really care. You have courage... a lot of it, but you are so hesitent about telling the person you care about so deeply... why? Rejection? Don't let that stop you... the girl you love is a very caring person and she wouldn't "reject" you like other people... *cough cough cough*

Besides... to be safe you lose the chance of ever knowing. Don't waste time! Live for the moment Shaun... you have a 50/50 chance, just like everyone else. You love her... but if you don't tell her she'll never know.

If anything... try to be closer. Being good friends should be the basis of any meaningful relationship.

Another thing... promise to be friends if things don't work out. It's hell if you don't.

~Sam