The mere thoughts that reside in my mind.
Published on June 5, 2005 By only a shadow In Misc
Ain’t got no gun, got no knife
Don’t you start no fight

Cause I’m TNT
I’m dynamite
TNT, but I’ll win the fight
TNT, I’m a power load
TNT… just watch me explode.

Great song…


Honestly people… I can beat the hell out of your face so it will look like your ass, that’s just what karate and off-season fight training can do for you. My abs are rock solid. Sadly, it’s because when I was really angry at the worst time of my life, self mutilation kicked in and I beat myself with my fists, broom handles… basically anything I could find. So… I guess I can actually thank the people who drove me to that point. I am tough now, and I can rip you a new asshole with my fucking pinky. So I guess I owe a thanks to everyone who did it… and you know who you are.

Mess with me one more time, anyone, and you will feel it. This girl is not sitting back and taking peoples’ shit anymore… you want to try me? I am sick and tired of false friends, liars, and people who pretend to be there for you. I know who you are… do you?

Come on, piss me off again… you guys know exactly how to do it! Call me psycho, call me a liar, call me a bitch, call me fat, call me ugly, call me stupid, call me worthless, call me a whore, call me a crybaby, call me anything. You could also ignore what I have to say… that’s what you guys have done for five months.

So… I hope everyone reads this. I hope everyone gets a little taste of what deep anger really lies inside of me. Does that give you second thoughts about calling me psycho now? I am ready for you guys, this girl isn’t going to blame herself and cry anymore… bring it on.

~Shadow

Comments
on Jun 05, 2005
You're psycho .. Na na na na na!!
on Jun 06, 2005
'I hope everyone gets a little taste of what deep anger really lies inside of me. Does that give you second thoughts about calling me psycho now?'
Quite the opposite, I should imagine. Still, revealing post - now I think I begin to glimpse the source (if not the cause) of much of that strangely unprovoked and unfocused anger on some of your other threads ...