Ain’t got no gun, got no knife Don’t you start no fight Cause I’m TNT I’m dynamite TNT, but I’ll win the fight TNT, I’m a power load TNT… just watch me explode. Great song… Honestly people… I can beat the hell out of your face so it will look like your ass, that’s just what karate and off-season fight training can do for you. My abs are rock solid. Sadly, it’s because when I was really angry at the worst time of my life, self mutilation kicked in and I beat myself with my fi...

Crazy, but that’s how it goes Millions of people living as foes Maybe, it’s not too late To learn how to love And forget how to hate Mental wounds not healing Life’s a bitter shame I’m going off the rails on a crazy train I’ve listened to preachers I’ve listened to fools I’ve watched all the dropouts Who make their own rules One person conditioned to rule and control The media sells it and you live the role. Mental wounds still screaming Driving me insane I’m going ...

Everyone has heard the song “You Shook Me All Night Long” by AC/DC. Well, there is a story behind that song for me. I absolutely love the song and I always have. Well, going to an Academic Challenge tournament I was listening to the CD in my walkman and started singing. My best friend told me to stop singing it and I take off my headphones and go, “Why? The first time I have sex I want this song to be playing…” She gave me a really weird look and says, “How does that not surprise me y...

Last year on this day, I wrote a very touching article dedicated to someone dear to me. Even though we had rough times, I miss his presence and company. I cried during his graduation. Especially when he read his valedictorian speech. He sent the speech he wrote to me before graduation, and I still have it. I shall begin my next article about the same. Graduation, the beginning of a new chapter of life. People cry, tears running down their cheeks because of the fear that people wo...

I’ve made a promise to myself, and I will share this promise with the world… I will never kiss another fucking man whore for as long as I am alive. That’s all I have to say… ~Samantha

I am not as dumb as you guys think. I have a plan. I make good friends with the people of the younger classes. They actually respect me… look up to me… and I like them as people. They don’t lie, deceive, or turn around and stab your back! It’s the people in my class and older who are the bitches and bastards! And besides… I am going to get close (personally) to some of them, and maybe not so close with others. I will be there and offer to be the best friend they ever had… I would...

The day I feel I can fly Is the same day I wish to die I sit here wondering if what I did was right I cry and pray with all my might I truly love you. I truly do. And hope you can believe me, When I say my feelings are true. I’ve loved only you forever… The others I believed to have cared for Were only useless things, To supress my thoughts of you and so much more So I’ve told you now, That I can see a chance for us. Please don’t hide away and watch This beautiful love t...

You think that you’re upset? You think that you’re so sad? Think about what’s happened to me, And why I feel so bad. You think that you were dumped? You think you never mattered? Did you ever notice one that was hurt so much, Laying there torn and battered? Thrown aside like trash? Being tossed aside… This all sounds so familiar, From one who is still being fed the lies… ~shadow

Every since I was very young, I have been questioned about my ethnicity. I was the only girl with black hair, brown eyes, and a dark completion when I was in elementary. I was teased. I was called a Mexican and other “slang” ethnic terms. For the longest time I wish I was the “true” American girl… blonde hair, blue eyes, tall and thin. But, I know that I will never be that kind of American… I was the little 7-year-old girl pushed away from everyone else because she didn’t fit in. ...

Heaven… Please, shine your bright lights on me. I know I’m the outcast, the one that is not worthy of anyone’s presence… but just one time, shine your beautiful light on me. Let someone think in the back of his mind that I’m beautiful, that I’m perfect. For once Heaven, let me have someone that will love me. Have them actually care about me. Please Heaven, show them that I really am beautiful. Heaven, I do not ask for much. All I want is for you to shine your light on me… only o...

My best friend confronted me… about how much he really liked me. Do you know how hard it is? To hurt someone that close to you by saying that you don’t care for them like that? BUT… even though I said I didn’t like him like that, there are a few things that I know I won’t do. 1. I won’t lead him on by saying, “I think we need to be better friends before we can start a relationship". 2. I won’t hang all over an ex-boyfriend when he’s around 3. I won’t tell him how much I care and n...

What would I give to live where you are, What would I pay to stay here beside you What would I do to see you, smiling at me Where would we walk? Where would we run? If we could stay all day in the sun Just you and me and I could be, part of your world I don't know when, I don't know how But I know something's starting right now Watch and you'll see Someday I'll be Part of your world. Hopefully everyone can recognize this song. ...

I have a friend… no, not just a friend; he is my best friend. He has been my best friend since we were little… since 1st grade. This friend wants to be more than friends… I love my friend… he means everything to me. He and Shaun loved me when everyone else would. He let me cry on his shoulder, when most everyone else called me a baby. He has always been there for me… When old boyfriends told me they “loved me more than the world” and that I was “perfect in their eyes” he still was ...

Some search for a refuge, To shelter them from all the pain. Others look for a stable anchor, To give them something to gain. I do not have to search any longer, For that special place. I’ve found it with you, Behind your beautiful face. You do not know I love you. I am too afraid to say. Our friendship means so much, And I wouldn’t want it any other way. But should I take the chance? Should I say I want you now? Is it the right time to be together? Is this something God ...

Before we met, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before you touched me, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before our lips touched, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before you said, “I love you”, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before we stumbled upon that fight, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before you said, “It’s over, we’re though”, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before you walked across that stage, I wish you saw me in ...