The universe has stopped, All time stands still. This love still burns in my heart, As if it was God’s will. The clock is not ticking, There is no time to kill. You make my entire world stop, As if it was God’s will. You need not say a word, To find the silence and fill You need only to speak with your heart, As if it was God’s will. Love will always prevail And time is stopped until, I find the courage to tell you, That I know God’s will. Sigh, it hurts to be in lov...

Yesterday wasn’t my day. I can tell you now… I hate liars. The people who claim to always have been your friend… and have not spoken one word to you. The people that say, “Oh, I care about you so much and I always have!” and they have not even bothered to even say hello. Does that irritate anyone else? Almost WAITING every day just to expect them to say something… even a simple hello… and it just never comes. Day in and day out you give those people endless chances to prove themselves...

Have you ever looked upon a star, Or gazed upon the midnight sky, Wishing your entire heart away, Watching your life just pass you by? Wanting a helping hand, Wishing for a love to carry through. I have been wishing for many nights, And all I’ve wished about is you. The nights I cry with tears in my eyes Are the nights I wished upon stars. Gazing, praying, hoping deeply The love I have can be ours. I am too scared to say I love you, And I only want your hand to hold. And e...

So many times out there I’ve watched a happy pair Of lovers walking in the night They had a kind of glow around them It almost looked like Heaven’s light I knew I’d never know That warm and loving glow Though I might wish with all my might No face as hideous as my face Was ever meant for Heaven’s light But suddenly an angel has smiled at me And kissed my cheek without a trace of fright I dare to dream that he might even care for me And as I ring these bells tonight My cold...

And I saw you again Sitting, watching, waiting… Staring out the window. I wanted you to see me, Wanting you to feel the same. I stared at your handsome face, For such a long time. But you never knew the glance you felt, Was mine. When you got up to leave, My eyes followed your every move. I wanted to cry… Because every day I never tell you, Is another day I want to die… When I saw you there, The feelings were truly there. Every single breath I took, Wanted me to take anot...

People believe something they have done in the past is embarrassing, humiliating, and degrading. It is something we all live with; we all make mistakes. My confession is something I scarcely talk about… actually, I never really talk about at all. I will mention it to a caring friend… only if they are persistent. Other than those few… no one really knows. I can act like I am completely fine… but sometimes I am burning up inside. I will rant at people, be very angry and seem frustrate...

Does anyone familiarize music with certain memories they have? Our musical ensemble is playing this piece called “Flight of Valor”, we played it last season and since we started playing it again, I can only think about one person when we play it. It’s not like I WANT to think about him; it’s just that I do. Him and I concluded that this song was a perfect interpretation of our relationship about a year ago… it was fun, but we both went our separate ways. I found another guy, which I n...

If someone were to say they love you, would you believe them? If you were to die, would you be happy? If you mess up something you worked so hard for, would you cry? If you give up your time, would you have wasted it? If you see someone new, would you talk to them? If you know someone is hurting, would you offer to help? If you were to give into your pride, would you ever regret it? ~Shadow

I am looking for a video camera. I would like it to be a digital… that is all I know. If anyone has resources or advice on digital video cameras, I would appreciate the help. It also must not be over $300, I am fairly cheap… but am looking for an investment to put my money into. Any tips? ~Shadow

When vengeance fills my being, And I sit there wondering. What did I ever do to deserve this? Why can’t I be like her and live in bliss? Then I think about one I love so dearly, But he doesn’t know how I feel. Should I tell him the way of my heart? Should I have told him from the start? Oh, the thought of love daunts me, For the love I lost before. Could I take this chance and see? Could he feel the exact same way with me? Friendship is worth everything, A broken heart is a...

I have a silent wish That no one knows And the more I think about it The more it seems to grow My silent wish includes A love I had so long ago Not the one everyone might think of Who undoubtedly told me no. This love has been alive in me For at least 5 years or more But I have not found the courage to ask If he wants to see what’s in store Maybe this silent wish is wrong Maybe I shouldn’t tell him I care Having a broken heart more than once Is more than this heart can be...

I have had a dream… it is the same dream, but every time I dream about it, it goes farther and farther into the story… It is in a medieval castle and I am standing in the top window looking down over all the fields. Right next to the horizon I see a knight on a horse. My dream is only watching him ride closer and closer. A few nights ago I finally completed the dream. The knight came into my room and took off his helmet… and it was someone I used to love so long ago. After that d...

Everyone has found me… we’ll, if I never told you about my blog in the first place, that means I never wanted you to find it. So if you did find it, I really don’t care… but now I only have to watch what I write. So I can’t post half the stuff I post anymore because I will probably piss someone off. You know what, it’s all your guys’ fault if you don’t like what I have to say, alright? I am sick and tired of people nosing around in shit they don’t need to know about and criticizing me a...

The Merriam-Webster’s Colligate Dictionary defines the tern “modest” as: 1. Placing a moderate estimate on one’s abilities or worth 2. Neither bold nor self-assertive: Tending towards difference 3. Arising from or characteristic of a modest nature 4. Observing the properties of dress and behavior: Decent 5. Limited in size, amount, or scope 6. Unpretentious Having defined that, are you modest? At least in some aspects of your life… Do you wear revealing clothes? Do you even r...

Let your life down, And take a walk underneath Someone else’s stars. Walk through their happiness. Walk through their pain. Walk through their humiliation. Walk through their shame. Walk underneath someone else’s stars Look up at their lonely sky. Maybe then you will know exactly, Why they want to cry. They cry because of what they’ve done. The cry because they take the blame. It was them who wasn’t perfect enough, For the one they love to claim. But what about the othe...